Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Catholics: Please help me?
I am homosexual. My boyfriend and I broke up Wednesday. :-( I am so sad about it. I miss him so much, he meant the world to me. Ever since I grew in my Catholic faith I have made a complete 360 and I now am chaste and everything. I even confessed my homosexual sex to a priest. The problem is religion is the main thing that makes us argue. He is more of the spiritual type who believes in God, but he doesn't believe he needs to go to Catholic church. He wasn't raised anything, but I was raised Catholic. I really want him back so bad. He doesn't have sex with me because he respected my chaste thoughts. I think I pushed it on him way to fast because he was enjoying going to mass with me. I started telling him how we can't have sex, or look at pornography, or masturbate and I think I scared him away. I really want him back so bad. He believes in gay marriage and everything so it is so hard for me. He treated me so well and with so much respect. I keep praying to God that God will help him change his behavior and thinking. It took me 20 years to finally accept the fact that the "acts" and gay marriage is wrong. He tells me he was raised a free thinker but I am hurting so bad and I want to meet him halfway with everything. Please help me.. I am hurting so bad and can't stop crying?
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